To you:

I know that you are really trying very hard. But somehow its just difficult for you to come and meet me. I am trying very hard to control myself whenever you tell me that you miss me. Usha told me that is something that is very difficult to do as only those who go through it will know how it feels.Sometimes I get so angry. Sometimes I feel annoyed. I really dont know how to explain this.

So near yet so far away.