Happiness.

I realised that happiness comes in small dosages and it does not stay for a long time. It only comes at certain points of a day and it wont last for a long time. Maybe thats a negative way of looking at happiness. I dont know, but this is what I felt when I woke up today.

Life is confusing. Sometimes complicating too. But I guess its a matter of how you look and handle things. Love, as my friend told me is just caused by hormonal reactions. I beg to differ. I think there is more to it, but then again, I dont know. Maybe when you get hit by love so many times, you tend to look at it in a much darker light. Yeah yeah, we all grow stronger but once hurt,the scar remains there forever.

I used to tell people that communication is the most essential wheel in any form of relationship. But communication should happen just like that. Efforts and initiative should come from both sides. And what do you do when one side lags? You try to work it out or i guess you just dump it la. Somehow, the second option appeals more now.

I came across this particular phrase and it was from The Beatles.
" And in the end, the love you take is the love you make."
How true.

And its very depressing to know that you dont realise it at all.
I do sense the difference in the way you talk.
Something is different,
Especially with the way you communicate.
I feel the distance that you are maintaining.
Friends say time is the best medicine.
I agree but not when you are kept in the dark.
I hate to feel helpless.
And unhappy.