Skeptical.

I am sorry but being skeptical about alot of things has become my habit. Maybe it was due to the past experiences that I had with you but whatever it is, I just can't help doubting your moves and behaviours.

I do realise the changes in my tone and in the way I speak to you. I am sure that you will have also realised that. It is not that I am doing it on purpose but I guess it is just coming naturally. Honestly, I am very very skeptical about this sudden appearance.

Not that I disrespect you, but I am just afraid. I don't wanna go through that circle again. I don't think anyone would want to do it too.

I am just leaving it to HIM. Whatever it is, I am sure that he will show me the right way and guide me through it.

Nah, am not gonna fall for it again.

Well, at least I hope.


All I pray for is for inner strength to resist any developments of feelings or hope in your case.