Sinners.

I dont know how many of us will agree with this but I am sure that there will be this portion of us who have gone through this at least once in their life time. I was thinking about it for the past few days and after having this long conversation with my brother last night, I have realised that I am not the only one who goes through shit in life. There are loads of people outta there who go through it too.

I guess it is natural for us to be concerned over someone, especially if they are close to us. It is a natural tendency to show more care, attention and love to the person especially when you have a regular contact with them, be in via text messages or calls. Sometimes, the person does not have to be physically there but you can still feel the presence and you know that the person is there for you. After some time, when the person leaves, the pain of losing that someone is just overwhelming. Sometimes, it is not about how long or what kind of relationship you held with that person. It is about how much you cared for that person.

When that someone walks away, your heart bleeds. You start questioning yourself with loads and loads of questions. The 'why' question will always pop out and at the end of the day, you will feel useless and redundant. You will start questioning on how the other party could have easily forgotten everything that you have done so far. These are the natural, typical effects that would happen to anyone who goes through such a crisis. But the irony of this entire situation will be when you cant hate the person. You will never be able to hate the person of your care and concern for the other party was truly genuine. I have tried but it has never worked. Instead, I just wish for all the best for the other party.

Moving on will be difficult but that does not mean that it is impossible. Like I always say, memories are always there to haunt you, but it is a matter of how you take them. I guess time is the only medicine that heals all wounds.

I dont know man, just felt like penning down my thoughts here. I found this quote online and i think it sums up whatever I have been trying to say thus far.

"Hate the sin. Love the sinner."
Gandhi.



I cant hate you.
You gave me the most beautiful and painful times in my life.
For those beautiful times, I cant hate you.
I still pray for you.