Clueless.

I dont know how to name this entry.

I just felt writing whatever I am feeling.
I feel very sad and depressed.
I go around asking people to be strong.
I tell them that life goes on.
I tell them that they are worth more than whatever they are going through.
I make them feel that there is definitely a reason for whatever that is happening.
I ask them to listen to their head instead of their heart.

But why cant I practise whatever I preach?
Why do I feel that I am alone and everything is gone?
To the fact that even GOD is not with me?
Why?


I am very disturbed.