Questions & Answers.

It is natural for humans to ask questions. I mean that is why we are humans right? I think I have gone past some stages where I kept on questioning myself and I had to put a stop to all of them as I realised that I could not find any answers to those questions. In history classes, we are always told to ask the 'why. As much as I love asking that question for the subject, when it comes to my personal life, I get irritated and annoyed as I often find myself without any answers. This actually reminds me of a quote that I always mention to Sangs and Fad. That is that, sometimes it is not all about seeking an answer to all those questions at heart. It is more about understanding all those questions and taking time to appreciate those questions. Only time will provide us with the answers and not at the same don't expect all of those questions to be answered. Yeah I was the one who told them and I still try to tell it to myself whenever I start questioning myself.

I mean sometimes it is just so difficult to stop questioning oneself. Yesterday, when emotions caught me so hard, I had to question myself so much and I had to do to Fad. Am sorry babe for just throwing all those questions at you just like that. Maybe it is the situation that I faced, the deprivation of the right to talk out stuff. The irritation is still there. Like I say again and again, I am not done yet. Plus not forgetting all those "whys". I guess time will heal me soon. Oh wells, it has always been time that is healing me. I am sure I am feeling much more better than some of my friends who have just started the game of questioning oneself. The only advice that I can give for you is that you have to distract yourself and remember the quote that I have mentioned earlier on. It works man.

Whatever it is peeps, just remember this aye. Whatever that has happened has happened for the good & whatever that is happening right now is also for the good. You might not realise the goodness of it now but trust me, one day you will realise it. And on that day, you will slouch onto your couch and tell yourself that "am really happy that it went in that way." And you will have that faint smile on your face as you tell yourself that.