Happy-ness.

And finally I managed to spend time with all of those people who have been complaining too much that they cant see me at school at all. It all started with Tls Usha. When I went to school in the morning for my tutorial, I ran into her at the forum and we started chit-chatting while we were heading to the canteen to grab something before going for our respective classes.

I went for my tutorial and once it ended, I went to the forum and sat down. As I sat down, memories started hitting back at me when I thought of last semester where I would sit down at those circular benches and talk to you. All those constant motivation and jokes that you cracked to make my day ran through my mind. I took in the fresh air and immersed myself in the quiet atmosphere and surprising for once the forum was quiet. I gave out a huge sigh to remind myself that it was all over.

Then Usha came back (she knew that I will be at the forum) and we went for lunch together. On the way she was talking to me about some personal and school stuff and I was listening to all of those and slotted some of my comments here and there. We went to the arts canteen and we saw Gangka, Vemalan, Vanee and Meenatchi joined us later followed by Jay and Rathi. We all ordered food and were talking crap. Jay and I were crapping with each other as usual and I was telling all of them about how there was this guy in one of my lectures who stared at me. Jay said he will slap him for me. Whee hoo! Anyway we were just playing and kidding about it. I think the most funniest part was when Jay called himself as M.K.B Well, he has shaven bald and actually he looks kinda stylistic in the new "hairstyle" (I mean there is no hair on his head la). And M.K.B means Mr Kutty Boss as his hair style reminds us of Sivaji and it was damn funny when he did the thudding of his head like how Rajini would do it in Sivaji. Vemalan and I were joking around till I had to go back to the forum to take my stuff.

I saw Raghu, SivaPrakash and Navin there and I spent some time with them chit chatting about school and ccas. Then I headed back to the library and did some readings. I left school at 3 plus and went for tuition and now I am back home.

Honestly, the feeling is very different. Whenever someone asks me "where are you man? It is so difficult to see you around and have you become so busy that you dont even wanna talk or spend time with us?" I mean I heard this question 11 times today man (yes I counted!). I don't know but the feeling of care and concern makes me feel warm and cosy. I mean these guys dont know me well, but I sense the level of respect and genuine friendship. People who spent so much time with me and claimed that I mattered so much to them dumped me and went away. People who barely know me make an effort to keep in touch with me. Is this the reality of life? I dont know man.

But,

I am happy.

I am pursuing "happyness"